whtvr...........

you're like perfect to me. yes you are dont try to deny it. why cant i be like you smart and everything im useless and ugh i hate myself. too skinny too tall i hate my voice i hate my face i hate my hair i hate everything. i want to study design. ive dreamt about my future being a designer and all but now im still like stuck in this suckish life with suckish everything. can i just scan my life get the course i want and poof play back to my poly life. that'll be sooo much better. studying aint difficult but why do i feel so stressed out. tbh every sunday afternoon i sit on my bed alone think about how suckish life is and break down literally which i stupid thinking back about it. it just makes me feel better somehow. i dont want to talk to anyone about it. k whtever i know you dont care so please dont pretend like you do.