rant #3 : awkward + terrible me :(

So.. hi :) I'm gonna turn 17 in 1 hour and 10 minutes. Is there actually a special feeling? If there is, No I don't feel special.. I just can't wait to open up my gifts from my DAD & FRIENDS <3 (but that's not the point)

Is it only me? I feel like it's only me.. Like I don't really know how to react when I receive presents. Here's an example :

Friend/Family member):Hey!! Happy Birthday! (& a bunch of other things they say)I bought you a gift, here. *passes the gift to me looking all excited*
Me:Wow, thank you *smiles while looking at the gift/opening it* thanks wow.. you didn't need to buy me this..*feels awkward*

See? It's awkward isn't it? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! D:

It's not only awkward for me receiving it, but also giving it. Like.. I don't know. Do I/Am I worrying/thinking too much?
Giving is much more stress than receiving. OH GOD, you have to figure out what to buy for your relative/friend.. it's tough for me xD I'll usually be like, hey! choose a place for a meal & i'll pay.
Wait.. that didn't work out right either. Because, I met up with one of my friend after my classes one friday to celebrate her belated birthday. She was born on 9th Aug! I find it cool xD Anyway, to cut it short, I forgot to bring extra cash and I was 1 hour late! NO, && I still owe her money like $10++ WTF I'M SUCH A TERRIBLE FRIEND D:
*hides under the covers, crying my youth away* okay.. I should stop my nonsense..

SORRY!!

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