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Is suddenly having negative vibes when I was having like a month of positive vibes normal though..

The first was about this module, the lecturer + tutorial teacher sucks.

Second was the insane amount of projects that were just thrown in our faces and some are due soon!!

& today!! shit just got worse in addition to the built up negativity over the pass weeks..

I don't know if it's because I stopped running for a week-ish? 

(lol cause I sprained my ankle, what's new)

I feel the worst when I'm home in my room and its raining outside. I also suddenly had this urge to drink?? Which I haven't felt like I wanted to for almost 2 months.

Anyways, something I learned last night was.. be careful of what you say even to those you think are your dearest. 

I'm quite surprised the ones that you must be careful of are the closest ones rather than those you guard yourself against. 

Still I think, just fking trust no one. 

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